Between $$$$ and happiness

It's 2.20 am in the morning and I cant sleep. I've too many things on my mind and I'm down with fever for almost 5 days together with irritating cough, runny nose is about to start. Well you name it, I have them all. I've took all the medication and afraid not, none of them works. 

I am stress.

That was what Hint said to me just now after he asked me repeatedly "Are you sure you've take the medicine? Do we have ubat batuk? Why you still have this fever bla bla.." So I told him I wanna get out of bed, and take my own sweet time. I cant sleep. 

Yes, I am stress.

And I am regret because I take the offer to be transfered to Training Department. Yes, I got free laptop, I am no longer working in 2 shifts, I dont have to work 12 hours on weekend. But, I have to sacrifice all my happiness. I work with a perfectionist colleague which from that person I learned "to be looked as a perfect person, find the fault of others". All I did was wrong, all my works are rejected like I'm a damn stupid person.  Worst case, when I came to work,  I found out my pieces of work were submitted and delivered with her signature on it. For me, that is too much.

I am stress and I cant take it anymore. I am not given 200 years to live. And I dont know when will I die. All I know, I cant sacrifice my happy days to a stress life. Its either I live with luxury, high salary but end up with anti depression medicine or live in moderate life with a quality and happy day.

And being me, money is not everything. So I'll let it go. 2 months from now.